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This article comes from the official account of Wechat: ID:chuappgame, author: Liu Fan

As long as you have been electrocuted in room 13, fear cannot be cleared.

Zhou Qi is a man with a brand. At the age of 21, he was sent to the online ring center by his parents, and after four months of "treatment", his life was completely different because he was haunted by fear. Over the past 15 years, his life has had its ups and downs, and the Internet ring center has really closed after several rumors of closure, but the impact on Zhou Qi seems to be insurmountable.

Generally speaking, Zhou Qi is 36 years old. He is "untidy and has a long beard." he is alone. He has just left his parents' city for three months and seems to have no intention of going back. He is a meek person, or cautious and lack of confidence. He does not offend anyone. In the past, he was afraid that someone would join his parents to send him back to the Internet ring center, but now it is because of inertia. He wants to start a new life, so he cuts with the past. He wrote about his experience in the online ring center five years ago. He was preparing to sue Yang Yongxin, and he regained some courage.

It was Zhou Qi's 15 years, and he struggled with many people, including Yang Yongxin, his parents and himself.

Apart from the luggage that Zhou Qi left his hometown with an office computer, a few mobile phones for business and a few sundries, he couldn't think of anything else he had to take with him. Just buy toothpaste and clothes online, which is cheaper than taking away. What has been left behind in his hometown is the life of the past 30 years, which he regards as ruins and does not need to be nostalgic.

He left as if he had run away, but he had been planning it for a long time. As early as 2008, in the fourth Hospital of Linyi, also known as the "Internet ring center", he followed the nurse to collect the sheets in the dormitory and found the only unguarded passage in the center. He observed it carefully. After coming out of Room 13, he was particularly keen to look for gaps, where there was no Yang Yongxin, no judges, no parents, no allies-the "allies" were the "patients" who were sent here. He found the opportunity when he opened the dormitory doors with the sheets in his arms, but he didn't leave.

After that, there were many immature plans. By that time, Zhou Qi had been discharged from the hospital and returned home to read the speeches of his allies in Yang Yongxin's bar. There are almost half of the posts discussing who escaped and who was arrested again. He admires those who often shout, "Yang Yongxin, I have fled to Shanxi, you come and get me." he says that people who dare to leave their names are generally true, and they are bold and resourceful. He summed up several steps of running away from home-getting the money, changing the city's anonymity, and working to support himself.

Whenever his parents mentioned sending him back to Linyi, or noticed that his parents were in a bad mood, he would deal with it with the same method he learned from the Internet ring center, complimenting, pinching his shoulders and washing his feet. These usually work, but he still looks for a chance to stroll around the post bar to see his allies scold Yang Yongxin and see how others who escape live. He doesn't even have the fare to get out of the county.

After a few years, Zhou Qi became rich, lived in a newly bought house in an upscale neighborhood and once drove a luxury car. His parents are still the same, easy to get angry and complain, but they no longer offer to send him back to the Internet ring center. He feels that he will put up with it and no longer wants to leave. "it's troublesome to move a lot of things." it's been more than a decade.

The dispute over the Spring Festival in 2023 looks no different from every one in the past. His father's friends invited him to dinner, which was an occasion with many people. He was not very involved in the past. After he came out of the online precepts center, he did not socialize much, and his relatives did not go to dinner, but the other party insisted that he be present.

At that time, he didn't make any money in business, and in his parents' language, he was an old "punk" who achieved nothing. He knew that these words had been spread among acquaintances more than once, that his cousin did not exist when he saw him, and that others had to add one or two words of advice from his elders. He remembers that only when his grandmother met his mother and scolded him, she said, "I always said he couldn't stand it." He sometimes wondered, what kind of child do they want? He couldn't say it. He lay in bed in a cold sweat. He thought, "they will never be satisfied."

Later, Zhou Qi summed up the dinner as a "Hongmen banquet". Not long after the dinner began, his father's friends pointed out his fault, involving a failed blind date, and the woman was dissatisfied with him and conveyed it to him. Zhou Qi can't keep a straight face, but he has become accustomed to obedience, especially not swearing or retorting under stress. He finished the meal with his head buried and came home feeling that he had to leave. He believes that it is the way his parents treat him in front of others that makes people despise him. He lives in a small place and can meet acquaintances at a meal, and people's impression of a person will not change.

The next day, he called an aunt and asked her out to dinner. this was the first time that the two men sat down face to face and talked. The conversation began with Zhou Qi's story that he was sent to the Internet ring center by his parents 15 years ago, and ended when his aunt guaranteed that he would never let his parents send him in again.

The two men had varying degrees of strangeness to the content of the conversation. Zhou Qi, 36, was sent to Linyi at the age of 21, and in the 15 years since then, he has not told anyone about the experience in reality. There is a sense of shame to say it. Aunt Zhou Qi heard about his parents' plans before she was sent to the Internet ring center, but she didn't know what impact four months had on Zhou Qi's life. As far as I can remember, Zhou Qi seems to be silent all the time. Sometimes his mother says he can't do anything well, and she thinks it's right.

All of a sudden, relatives understood Zhou Qi. As soon as they changed their attitude towards him, a brother who once thought there was something wrong with his head dragged him to dinner and said he was very sympathetic. When Zhou Qijue was able to face the past calmly, he drank a few glasses of wine and sighed to his relatives at the table, "I still have nightmares about the Internet ring center."

Electric shock "Therapy" (picture from the Internet) he was quickly hit back by his parents, "it's right to send you in." they listed Zhou Qi's hopeless behavior in the past. Rebellious, disobedient, addicted to the Internet, "sooner or later there will be something wrong with the brain." They firmly believe that Yang Yongxin transformed Zhou Qi and they have their son now. Although the son still has a lot of problems, he is still obedient.

"they won't admit it, and it won't change." Zhou Qi said. Having figured this out, he decided when to leave. He can no longer tell Yang Yongxin from his parents. The long-term mechanism of the Internet ring center gives his parents enough opportunities to send him back again. People who "deviate again" are electrocuted every day. He has seen that kind of despair. The Internet ring center was closed at the end of 2018, and he no longer had a strong sense of crisis, but why did he wait until now to escape? He believes that the reason is his indecision, he seems to have been waiting for a moment, can be desperate moment. I'm not sure whether he's completely disappointed or courageous. Three months ago, he waited.

Treatment Zhou Qi was raised by his grandparents, and his parents did business in other places. before junior high school, they met regularly every year only during the Spring Festival and summer holidays, and he would spend relatively long time with his parents. "maybe business was going well at that time"-as he later summed up-his parents would take him to the zoo, which was something to look forward to. After middle school, his relationship with his parents became rusty, and there are many reasons that can be listed, such as play, study and adolescence, and he occasionally skips class to play games. Zhou Qi no longer goes to his parents' city during the summer vacation. They see each other several times a year. The only remaining meeting scene is less warm, more accusation and mutual incomprehension.

As an adult, Zhou Qi began to live with his parents. At that time, their relationship was no longer very good, quarrelling every three days. It is difficult to tell the difference between this scene and the conflicts that occur in other families. In Zhou Qi's view, they quarrel more frequently. However, he was able to make money and was enough to live on his own, so he simply moved out.

When he moved out, he was 21 years old, dropped out of college and opened his own online shop. Taobao shopkeeper was a minority career at that time with good profits, but most people could not understand what he was doing, and the way he stared at the computer was unprofessional in the eyes of his parents. Some relatives told their parents that Zhou Qi's condition was almost the same as that of Internet addiction on TV.

Books on Internet addiction edited by Yang Yongxin (pictures courtesy of allies) Zhou Qi finally moved out after a heated argument. He concealed his address from his parents, but it was not difficult to find a man in the county seat. He was taken home. Obviously, people who hadn't lived together for almost 20 years had to be tied together and quarreled all day long, but he couldn't understand it, so he did it.

Living together again, parents and children are already strange. The problem popped up, and the grown-up children tried to seek freedom, while the parents who had been absent concluded that the child seemed irreparably depraved. These questions were finally handed over to Yang Yongxin to rule that in the third month of moving back home, Zhou Qi was sent by his parents to the Internet ring center in Linyi.

In the first few days, he told his mother in dialect to take him home, but his mother did not agree or report him. The report will be electrocuted. He has tasted the pain. He didn't appreciate his mother's failure to report it. His parents sent him in knowing there was an electric shock. But he still learned to act grateful.

The schedule of the online ring center includes learning the Sutra of filial piety, studying and practicing in parallel, and the transformed allies pinch their shoulders, beat their backs and wash their feet for their parents. On the other hand, the review class needs to be more active in filial piety. Zhou Qi still admires those allies who can cry if they want to cry. The tears they kneel at their parents' feet need to be dried with several packs of paper towels. He dared not slack off and pretended to cry bitterly. only in this way could he show his reflection on the past.

Allies filial piety (picture from the Internet) is really secondary at the moment, in order to highlight the effect of the transformation, allies will make up all kinds of sensational stories. Some people say that they have sold drugs of hundreds of kilograms, others say that thousands of people have been asked to fight for them. Zhou Qi said that he played games day and night. All the exaggeration is to pave the way for the success of the "Yongxin model" and the correctness of parenting, but for allies, it is only to avoid electric shock. "not investing at all is not to make life worse than death."

A month after admission, Zhou Qi became a class committee, with the advantage of reducing the number of electric shocks, and his identity was changed to assist the critic to make a call. It is the work of the class committee to receive the newlyweds. The usual step is that he takes the documents to the parents of the newlyweds to sign, and then takes the signed documents and says to the newlyweds, "Let's go in and have an inspection first. Soon."

People who enter room 13 always wake up in front of the shock bed, they struggle to escape, the class committee comes forward to control, tie to the shock bed and fix their limbs. Zhou Qi's hands were shaking when he pressed the other person's head. He knew how painful it was. He was electrocuted for only seven seconds, but the commentator would intermittently shock people to despair.

What is despair? When you correctly answer the reason why you were sent in, expressed your apologies to your parents and promised to kneel in front of them to thank you for being sent to the Internet ring center, you find that this is not enough, you will still be electrocuted, the operator told you. It takes a full hour. 7 seconds of pain can forget the dignity of life, love and hate all disappear, 3600 seconds?

Parents will wait at the door of Room 13 for a child who cries and kneels bitterly. He could not be disciplined. The child they almost lost suddenly looks different. They also rejoice and cry, thanks to Yang Yongxin and the Internet ring center. They don't need to know the process, and others will remind them, if you can teach your children well, why did you send them here?

In four months, Zhou Qi has seen this kind of scene 70 or 80 times. He knew it wasn't true. Compared with filial piety, acting is the first lesson that the online ring center teaches its allies. At noon, some people also said that they had changed their ways and fled in the afternoon, but they were always caught back and received "treatment" to increase the electricity.

There are rumors in the class that everyone has to undergo "re-biased experience" before they are discharged from the hospital. "re-biased experience" means "deviated again", while "re-biased experience" is the electric shock "treatment" that parents are not satisfied with their children's performance after returning home, which is more intense than being admitted to hospital for the first time. The panic spread, and out of fear of electric shock, Zhou Qi gave up the chance to escape. He knew that only one of those who escaped was successful, that he could not escape, and that he would lose his status as a member of the class committee. As a member of the class, he hasn't had an electric shock for a long time.

Until he was discharged from the hospital, the "biased experience" was not carried out. On the contrary, Zhou Qi's mother took the initiative to give him a consolidation "treatment" before leaving. "she was excited to see me do an electric shock and wished I had an electric shock and knelt down in front of her."

In the two or three years after Yang Yongxin's "ghost" was discharged from the hospital, Zhou Qi's life was almost the same. He got up and went to work after breakfast. he changed a lot of jobs, all of which were found by his parents, some in relatives' shops and some looked after by relatives. Most of the work he does is related to physical strength, moving steel bars and working as a waiter. Lunch is provided by the employer, go home after work for dinner, and then a set of "filial piety", pinch the parents' shoulders, beat their backs, wash their feet, and then go to bed.

He has almost no money, his salary is remitted directly to his parents, he doesn't need money for meals, and the bus fare is only a few yuan. It is the consensus of parents that allies are not allowed to touch money after discharge. "if I had 5000 yuan, I would run away." But if he didn't leave, he had to continue to endure. A phone call from his parents could send him back to Linyi. As long as he didn't go back, his current life would be satisfactory.

But Zhou Qi was sent back to Linyi again. He could not find out the specific reason why he was sent back. He guessed that maybe his mother was angry and did not comfort him in time, but he thought that no matter how well he did, his parents were dissatisfied. In the Internet ring center, the mother insisted on another course of treatment (4 months), the father did not agree, they stayed in the hotel for one day and then went home. This day is interspersed with more than two years of daily life, like a life after a disaster, but also a warning to be more obedient and better able to identify emotions.

In addition to performing, Zhou Qi also learned to observe words and expressions at the online precepts center, which he called "snooping." He stayed cautiously with his parents, capturing their emotions, "are you going to send me in again?" he peeled oranges and massaged them with this purpose, trying to counteract the topic of "sending me back to the Internet ring center" that comes up every few days.

Things got better all of a sudden. It seems that it was only when Zhou Qi was 23 that parents realized that their children needed to integrate into society. Zhou Qi met a classmate on the road. They used to work in e-commerce at the same time, and each other had made a lot of money in the time he disappeared. Seeing that he had an impact in the face of him this time, seeing his parents' attitude loose, he boldly said that he wanted to continue to be an e-commerce business, and he promised to give them money after half a year.

His parents began to allow 23-year-old Zhou Qi to find a job on his own, no longer asking him to wash his feet, but he could also spend his own salary and socialize, but Zhou Qi had no close friends at that time. The parents told Zhou Qi that there was a girl who was fine, so Zhou Qi went after her, regardless of whether she meant it or not.

Zhou Qi's e-commerce business is good, his parents looked at his account balance, finally believe that this is an opportunity, so no longer block. Life seems to take a turn for the better. He's in love.

Zhou Qi has no one to trust, and his girlfriend is the only one to rely on. Now the 36-year-old looks back on the past, and his interdependence for three years has illuminated him. He wanted to marry his girlfriend, but his mother disagreed, and she always thought they were not suitable. The shortcomings of girlfriends are the most common topics mentioned by parents during that period, and they don't often talk about the Internet ring center.

Zhou Qi analyzed that the two broke up because he listened to his parents and thought his girlfriend was not good. He knew full well that his parents were arbitrary and strong, but he was subconsciously instilled, and he was not so determined. He also read between the lines-perhaps just his imagination-that if he disobeyed his parents, he might be sent back to Linyi.

He has had several more relationships since then, but none of them lasted long. He can't develop a state of interdependence with others, and he thinks it's his own fault. "my girlfriend and I have been dating for months and I don't even know my real name. I don't say it myself."

Zhou Qi still bought a house and moved out naturally. He tried many lucrative businesses and made money, bought a nice car, bought a lucky mobile phone number for 40,000 yuan, and invited people to dinner for thousands of yuan, but he kept quiet about the past. He fabricated his identity as a rich second generation, and in order to avoid questions about where his wealth came from, he was not really himself, nor did he have any real friends.

His assistant took advantage of the loophole in the payment platform to transfer the company's money, and he complained to his parents that he was someone they all knew well, and that the parents did not mention each other's bad, only that he was not thorough. He didn't call the police, and he felt he was always weak in social relationships. "be nice to everyone, or what if they join forces with me?" He was referring to being sent to the Internet ring center. "even without this place, if my parents say I have a brain problem, I can still be sent to a mental hospital."

He has many hypotheses, which are the result of returning to the center of online precepts. His uneasiness stems from any small observation. For example, he can't figure out the relationship between his parents and his assistant. He often sees them talking and laughing together, even after the money transfer incident. It made him afraid to offend anyone.

As long as you have been electrocuted in room 13, fear cannot be cleared.

Life restarts in 2018, Zhou Qi posted a self-report on the Internet ring center, which was read 1300 times. Some people sympathized with what happened to him, while others left a message saying that "nonsense articles will be severely punished by the law." At the age of 30, he left the online ring center for 10 years, which had not been closed at that time. Family committee members attacked whistleblowers online and appeared in groups of comments and private messages. They guessed the identity of Zhou Qi and locked in another person based on the information he revealed. The family committee said that this is a gangster and he will not change it. They said that if they knew where he was, they could drive him directly to take him back to the Internet ring center.

Zhou Qi said, almost, they went to catch it.

Zhou Qi posted on Weibo in the name of "to live with dignity". The year Zhou Qi's grandfather died, he saw "a living person turn into a handful of ashes". That's the one who really raised him. The pain caused by the passing of life was mixed with the anger of arguing with his parents, which led him to write down the experience of the online ring center, with many details as clear as yesterday, but for the first time in 10 years.

Someone questioned Zhou Qi about the details of the online ring center: "how to prove that you are not lying?" He was electrocuted with braces, fainted, inhaled oxygen and then electrocuted. He wondered how such an experience could be proved. Finally, he withdrew from the discussion, fearing that Yang Yongxin would send someone to arrest him. There was a precedent when the QQ group of discharged allies was found, and several of them were taken back.

Parents of the Family Committee are still calling for the reopening of the Internet ring center. in the interview, Zhou Qi repeatedly mentioned "being taken back to the Internet ring center." Yang Yongxin may locate his mobile phone, and people from the family committee will take him back to Linyi in a van, he said. He feels that Yang Yongxin is just dormant in the dark waiting for an opportunity, and he may have been targeted by Yang Yongxin. "the people Yang Yongxin doesn't hate, he's always electrocuted like this, and the consequences like me are not very serious?" After the online revelation, Zhou Qi stayed on the first floor of a hotel for some time. He said that if a strong man came to catch him, he could jump out of the window and escape at any time. His own house was on the 17th floor, and the people who jumped would be gone.

Tired of repeating unresolved disputes with his parents in 2023, Zhou Qi left his hometown and reposted an article from five years ago, leaving an online message saying, "look for brothers and sisters in the online ring center and sue Yang Yongxin." At this time, the Internet ring center has been closed for five years. Zhou Qi, who has lived in the new city for three months, describes himself as "a middle-aged man, unkempt and with a long beard". Business has been bad for several years, and he has a lot of time to think about the past. Five years ago, netizens told him that there was something wrong with his parents' character, and he listened to it. He was not unaware of this. He never learned filial piety in the online precepts center, but his parents kept telling him that his life was given by them. He always felt that he owed them.

Father once said to him, you have strong willpower, will not commit suicide, alive, we are still your parents. He has always been obedient, when business is good, his parents give a lot of advice, and finally lose money, he can not say anything. His father was deceived and took over an indebted enterprise, and when he needed to pay his debts, Zhou Qi was forced to bear part of it. He thought it was funny, and he still went into the obvious scam, but he didn't remind him that he wouldn't listen.

What will happen if there is no Internet ring center? He thought that he would rebel against his parents and his life would be better. When he was doing e-commerce, it was the golden age of Taobao, and he would get married and have children. Anyway, it's better than now. The parents who sent him to the Internet ring center, he had a grudge, but when it came to hatred, he said, "they are parents after all." So he left, "can no longer be influenced by his parents' emotions."

Living in the new city seems to be no different from the past. He can do his work at home, eat on takeout and don't go out much, but he has a lot of energy. He was re-active on his account five years ago, where he was interviewed by the media and made an appointment to meet his allies in June. Seeing the result of the case of Yuzhang Academy, he thought he could try it. He doesn't want to get just an apology. It doesn't make up for anything. He needs compensation, and he can't get it back after 15 years of electric shock.

However, this idea is often changing, and he is willing to give up compensation. If Yang Yongxin is sentenced to life imprisonment, or "find a DX-IIA and let me give Yang Yongxin an electric shock, if he cannot admit that he has an Internet addiction in an hour, I am willing to go to prison." DX-IIA is an electroconvulsive therapeutic device, which is considered illegal because of its lack of safety. It was once used by the Internet ring center.

There are rumors that Yang Yongxin is paralyzed. Zhou Qi said he would not believe it. "he must still be alive and well." There is no reason. He just thinks that Yang Yongxin, who is surrounded by others, should not fall down like this. The logic is too simple. Zhou Qi guessed that Yang Yongxin must have made himself miserable because he saw what happened at Yuzhang Academy. He could not believe that Yang Yongxin was defeated before he was punished.

Zhou Qi tried to report the case. When reporting the case, the police told him that Linyi's case could only be reported to the police locally, and he felt that "it was impossible to go to Linyi, and he was afraid of death." He has to find another way. Volunteers from Yuzhang College contacted him and told him that he must stick to it. There are results, but no one can guarantee him anything or how long it will take-will Yang Yongxin be punished? But he is willing to believe that things will be bright. "the road ahead has to do with Yang Yongxin," he said. However, he did not come up with a specific plan, "put the alarm on first."

Afraid of being recognized in the past, Zhou Qi blurred a lot of information when he posted online, and now he is even ready to testify in court. He began to worry about his figure. He has gained a lot of weight in recent years. He thinks he should lose weight first. In another change, Zhou Qi no longer showed weakness to the family committee's threat, and their uniform comments and their will to beg to reopen the online ring center under the Linyi municipal government account could no longer frighten him. Zhou Qi angrily posted the parents' messages on his account, which he believed was instigated by Yang Yongxin and schemed behind hundreds of parents, but it was just a bluff. "No child can listen to you without an electric shock." He shouted to Yang Yongxin.

Zhou Qi stopped running away, and when he decided to leave his hometown, he was different. Even though he is still unable to reveal everything in reality, now he can confide in netizens, people sympathize with him and understand him, and he is no longer alone. He gained a lot of strength and was finally able to punch the past.

(Zhou Qi is an alias in the article. )

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